I loved Lisa because
she listened to everybody
and when she listened
she tilted her head just so
and when she tilted, listening
her chin sloped
an Ivory line to love
We talked, she listened
I loved the line of Lisa's chin.
I loved Lisa because
she carried everything
and when she carried,
she learned,
and when she learned,
carrying,
her scooped neckline slipped
burnt carmel shoulder
I never tasted
She carried so much
I ended each night imaging
my tongue to her scooped carmel breast bone
I loved Lisa because
she remembered what she could
and she belted Tori Amos, driving
And when she belted, she echoed
like a beacon over the moonlit waters of time
I loved Lisa because
because
because
She loved me back
voraciously, greedily she loved me
she devoured me as much as you can devour
a friend
The closet doors amplified
the bass of our longing
Had they opened, it would've been deafening.
Had we caressed, we'd have burnt, branding
Had our nipples brushed something subatomic would have detonated
Had I reached inside Lisa, like I wanted to
I doubt I'd ever have come back out.
Saturday, July 16, 2011
Sunday, October 24, 2010
Model
Model
you see beauty here
her smooth, white face
flesh bone-like firm
wide blue eyes
you see beauty here
I see a corpse
Her smooth, white face
flesh bone-like firm
wide blue eyes
I see a corpse
it's not unacceptable
this correlation
between beauty and death
in art
except this is an ad
and I'm wondering
what is being bought
what is being sold
and
what is the price
you see beauty here
her smooth, white face
flesh bone-like firm
wide blue eyes
you see beauty here
I see a corpse
Her smooth, white face
flesh bone-like firm
wide blue eyes
I see a corpse
it's not unacceptable
this correlation
between beauty and death
in art
except this is an ad
and I'm wondering
what is being bought
what is being sold
and
what is the price
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
If
If I write If he speaks If he paints If she strums If they sing If she breathes deep enough and long enough and hard enough If we fuck all day If he learns to pray If we squat to see the children's eyes If we answer their questions with deeper questions regardless of their color If Sundays are sacred If everyday is sacred If we stop buying the illusion of time If his spirit her spirit their spirit our spirit has time to breath
First
We will grieve
Next
We will apologize
Then
We will forgive
Finally
We will celebrate
(the only natural progression from celebration is revolution)
First
We will grieve
Next
We will apologize
Then
We will forgive
Finally
We will celebrate
(the only natural progression from celebration is revolution)
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Dear Jaycee Lee--
On how many levels have we failed you?
We released him and this isn’t the first way
We raised him in a world that has ignored
A million screams like yours
A world deeply confused about pleasure and violence
A world of windswept unheeded warnings
Rising rapidly to the ether
Like escaped helium balloons
One of two is true…
He received messages that condoned his wayward desires
Trivialized his perversions
Making light of youth and possession in language and song
Taking ownership of what is not yours
Girlhood at once worshipped and defiled
Or…
He emitted cries for help here and there
Somebody taught him math and
Noticed the angled depth of his boyhood eyes too sharp
His spirit slip to rock and arrow, somebody
Saw his bloom wilt toxic
Both, maybe.
Maybe he was made, too, into
The manifestation of somebody’s darkness
Losing, too, his self, his God, his light
One thing is certain…
Many, many brows raised
Above eyes that looked away.
Many, many ears turned cool pillows
To muffle your cries.
Still raise
Still turn
Raise
Turn
Raise
Turn
It is the simple turning toward
That creates the power to maintain
A change.
It is the simple turning toward
That moves the light.
Turn with me.
We released him and this isn’t the first way
We raised him in a world that has ignored
A million screams like yours
A world deeply confused about pleasure and violence
A world of windswept unheeded warnings
Rising rapidly to the ether
Like escaped helium balloons
One of two is true…
He received messages that condoned his wayward desires
Trivialized his perversions
Making light of youth and possession in language and song
Taking ownership of what is not yours
Girlhood at once worshipped and defiled
Or…
He emitted cries for help here and there
Somebody taught him math and
Noticed the angled depth of his boyhood eyes too sharp
His spirit slip to rock and arrow, somebody
Saw his bloom wilt toxic
Both, maybe.
Maybe he was made, too, into
The manifestation of somebody’s darkness
Losing, too, his self, his God, his light
One thing is certain…
Many, many brows raised
Above eyes that looked away.
Many, many ears turned cool pillows
To muffle your cries.
Still raise
Still turn
Raise
Turn
Raise
Turn
It is the simple turning toward
That creates the power to maintain
A change.
It is the simple turning toward
That moves the light.
Turn with me.
"They Shouldn't Have Been in the Park at That Hour"
Woman, Resist
The pine-tipped night
And moonlit waters
Woman, Rescind
The shadows you grasp
Like a child
Woman, Recant
The the tell-tale dewdrops
Nestled like shame
Between your toes
(Safety is the carrot
Rape, the stick)
Lock your doors
Twice fall not for men
Who may hit walk not
Alone and if you need
Night air like a drug if
The moon screams your name
In ancient tongue CRACK
The window STOOP
To the crack woman STOOP
And crane SUCK and fan
The night air to you Woman this
is your Responsibility
9/3/09
The pine-tipped night
And moonlit waters
Woman, Rescind
The shadows you grasp
Like a child
Woman, Recant
The the tell-tale dewdrops
Nestled like shame
Between your toes
(Safety is the carrot
Rape, the stick)
Lock your doors
Twice fall not for men
Who may hit walk not
Alone and if you need
Night air like a drug if
The moon screams your name
In ancient tongue CRACK
The window STOOP
To the crack woman STOOP
And crane SUCK and fan
The night air to you Woman this
is your Responsibility
9/3/09
What Do Lesbians Do in Bed?
It’s as if you’ve always had
Meat and potatoes
Which filled, or offered
A plate of white stacked buttered bread
Where it didn’t
When one day
In front of you
An exquisite platter, heaped and parted
With colors and textures that
Surprised and exceeded
Every time
Upon your tongue
The hard dark bitter of an olive
Unto you the olive’s patience
Bitter delight
Windy countryside’s layered buffet
Upon your tongue
The softest French cheese
Open soft-mouthed sounds and
Sweet grasses, hosts
To love’s bare-bottomed press and
Wildflowers’ shameless quiver
Carrots, potatoes, radishes, and
All things rooted in the sassy snap of
Mother Earth
Unto you the sass
Unto you the snap
Unto you the dirty honesty of their uprooting
Cream, spun of all the dizziness
Of a thousand adolescent kisses
Spinning
Spinning
Spinning
To separate for you the best to offer
You the top
Should you tire of the bottom
Pink, fleshy salmon
Taste of before the before the before
No-
Before that. Salmon blue that dreamt
the big bang
Eternity, to you
A toast
Meats tenderized and cured
Smoked salty like what’s always left behind
Where something wonderful has been
Death, upon your tongue,
Submissive
Fruits that seek the fleshy wet confines
Of your mouth with childish innocence, each
Particular in its burst and in its
Surrender
You leave full
Her scent upon you
Everything given,
Nothing taken
Meat and potatoes
Which filled, or offered
A plate of white stacked buttered bread
Where it didn’t
When one day
In front of you
An exquisite platter, heaped and parted
With colors and textures that
Surprised and exceeded
Every time
Upon your tongue
The hard dark bitter of an olive
Unto you the olive’s patience
Bitter delight
Windy countryside’s layered buffet
Upon your tongue
The softest French cheese
Open soft-mouthed sounds and
Sweet grasses, hosts
To love’s bare-bottomed press and
Wildflowers’ shameless quiver
Carrots, potatoes, radishes, and
All things rooted in the sassy snap of
Mother Earth
Unto you the sass
Unto you the snap
Unto you the dirty honesty of their uprooting
Cream, spun of all the dizziness
Of a thousand adolescent kisses
Spinning
Spinning
Spinning
To separate for you the best to offer
You the top
Should you tire of the bottom
Pink, fleshy salmon
Taste of before the before the before
No-
Before that. Salmon blue that dreamt
the big bang
Eternity, to you
A toast
Meats tenderized and cured
Smoked salty like what’s always left behind
Where something wonderful has been
Death, upon your tongue,
Submissive
Fruits that seek the fleshy wet confines
Of your mouth with childish innocence, each
Particular in its burst and in its
Surrender
You leave full
Her scent upon you
Everything given,
Nothing taken
Saturday, August 8, 2009
Immersed in You
When I reach inside of you
Deeper, deeper when
You open to receive me
Wider, wider when
I close my eyes to all
Turn my heart toward your
response
I feel everything
Everything that exists is
Where you open
Divinity has sculpted
Her perfect self-portrait
Within your womb
My access?
The deepest privilege
Finest opportunity
Most delicate of graces
My spirit stoops and sighs
Wet with gratitude
8/8/09
Deeper, deeper when
You open to receive me
Wider, wider when
I close my eyes to all
Turn my heart toward your
response
I feel everything
Everything that exists is
Where you open
Divinity has sculpted
Her perfect self-portrait
Within your womb
My access?
The deepest privilege
Finest opportunity
Most delicate of graces
My spirit stoops and sighs
Wet with gratitude
8/8/09
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